School's starting tomorrow, and I'm dreading it. There's only one motivation for me going to school and that is CHARLIEEE. It'll be the same old daily routine again. In the morning, slack at the benches with Charlie. Duty, no more flagraising)): Lessons, blablabla. Recess with Charlie. Lessons again, blablabla. Then after school, slack/study/discuss stuffs with Charlie. I think my world really does revolve around the platoon and NCC. Sometimes, it's good. Sometimes, it's not :/
Hurr, today wasn't really a good day. And it was all because of last night. NDP was fine yesterday, but at night was just...
I really think I'm thinking too much. It's not possible for me to stop thinking about this matter for one day. Actually, it will pop up in my head every other minute. Except when I'm sleeping. Ohmy, this is not good. Not good at all :/ "Forget it, forget everything." I keep telling myself that. But somehow, I'll forget my Chem/Maths but that stupid thing is still in my brain. Stupid, stupid, stupid. I dug this hole, jumped in, continued digging and digging. Now I'm 234567210237 feet under.
Now then, I'm trying to get out.
Now then, I'm regretting it.
And touch rugby can seriously go fly a bloody kite.